HAAAAIIII chickadees! M'back! OMG OMG!
sawree for being abscent freggin two months I kinda...well...I wanted to start this new account on here but being myself that lazy fag I didn't had really the time nor the "motivation" to put thus thing up.
that being said, the february was a very...interesting educational...month for yer lil' girl. oh yuzz...let's just leave it that way...so still no time for dA.

also insperation got lost some days between feb 5th or 8th. so: no insperation= no art...no art= nothing to put on here. bugger.

what else...I'm still lazy as fuck...trying to prevent myself from any responsibility I could get. means also that I still did NOT started to learn for my exams in may...which means I'll fail so damn HARRRRRD D:
BUT on my defense: I was sick last 4 days so I wasn't really ABLE to learn anything and if so, I propably would've forgotten it right away. *grins*

so how're you beloved muffins? any interesting news??? have you missed meh?

I wish I would do drugs...not for the high. just for the ignorance.

today I drank my bodyweight in rbc. damn this shit is abusive. and makes me veeeery "creative" (ppl use to call me creative when I'm sorta going silghtly mad.) and in the end all that it leaves me is...

at least I managed it to put on some non-depressing music. but this shit is now like running for fucking five min and already driving me mad. well, but this means no music. and no music is even worser than this folk-juno-soundtrack-music-thingie-whatever-it-is-supposed-to-be. (yeah juno. nobody said it would be easy to find "happy music" in my collection. anyways...)

school was cool. besides the learning and teachers...s'just people. too much of them D:

sorry you guys for being absent all this time. but fail to manage my personal life so why should I be able to manage this. things are just...complicated nowadays. so don't be mad at me if I don't answer or thank you for favs and stuff like that. that doesn't mean I'm arrogant or not thankful (lord no!) it's just becuase I fail as a person.

and now so you don't feel worried, some non-important random crap of my ... life:

I want to go to the hairdresser.
I want to get rid of all this mess right upon my head.
I want to dye it turquoise just because I can.

I don't want to ask just fucking everybody all the time if it's okay what I'm doing.

I want to scream and shout.

I want silence.

I want peace.

I want sanity.

...and some rest. not for ever. just a day maybe two.

if somebody want to do me a favour: grab me and drive me to the end of the world. I won't be mad at you. I'd love you for that.

peace out cub scouts, xo failure.

When life gives you lemons, YOU MAKE A CAIPIRINHA DAMN IT!

I feel like I've been dead for twenty years...anyways. after all I finally DIDN'T failed my theoretic exam for my licence, which means I'm right on target right now and that I don't have to learn shitty stuff for it, and most important thing of all: I finally have some time for really unuseful stuff. woooza!

anything else? I'm also right in target to get out of hell this...next year because my appreticeship will end then. soooooo my only problem now is to get somthing new for work 'til july 09. and because I'm a lazy bastard I haven't done anything really anything to find something yet.

today was a day full of caffeine. which is...great. at least for me. but my friends didn't quite like the fact that I was that much of a little child which had too much sugar...
the only thing that sucks being overdosed like that is that time is fucking running tooo fast for me, or that's what I feel it does. which is...bad.

and my former school mate just became a mommy. dear jesus she's now the third one in of our final year having a kid!!! and it's name is...felix. what a comedian...of all names in the whole fucking world she choose felix. hahaha... I stop myself now of pretending she named it after some friend she had at school but I confess I had this thought before.

speaking of babys...
our dearest mr. jarhead's also preggie...which is just
I mean what could be cooler that some sort of tiny lil mini-sorrows running arround out there! ^.^
though I thought that torosaurus would be the first one to be a father of them. hehe.

and now that I have now time again to do what I love, I'm open for new tattoo reqests...of any kind! so feel free to ask! just write a comment or send me a note!

peace out cub scouts! xo howie (also known as failure (they just gave me this new nick this week and I'm not quite sure if I like or not...(but who really cares about this...(so just forget everything I just wrote...(or summat.)))))

HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAI.
last time I excused myself for being not here all the time. same here again. like I said, too much shit in my head in need to be put in the right order.

so here I am with another try to do this properly.

how've you been my beloved muffins? what are you up to at the moment??? hope you had the most awesome halloween ever!!

yesterday lil failure was at the barber shop. again. hehe. I kinda have this desease where you have to change your haircolour every two weeks.
so now we moveed from purple fringe to blonde fringe with a lil mowhawk n...stuff. I dunno how to describe it. it's just...diffent. ^.^

then I'm on job search mostly. hoping to get some invitations for interviews soon. I really do. that or I have to stay in this looneybin. bah.
my babygirl and applied for surgeon's assistant and nurse and I'm on search for tattoo parlors to work there too...so at the moment everything is very very busy.
and remember that skull guy? fuck 'em. I'm not running after pps who meant me to hook up with me becuase I made some art for them. thanks.

and did ya see my bloody mary stuff?? besides that I've started some art but I'm so damn lazy I could've finished it already. well we'll see.

and then a completely new project popped on my mind...more to come soon!

peace out xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
keep the faith, failure